Permanent Thoughts

Well, this sucks. I am alone in a bar in downtown Madison on a Friday night view really need some friends. Since moving here I feel so alone. I wish someone would just find me and want to hang out. Somewhere. Anywhere.

I miss my girlfriend. She has always been the top person in my life. Even when we lived together and saw each other every day; I couldn’t keep my eyes off of her. We would be in the mall and she comments on some other girls short skirt, I would have to say, “sorry I didn’t see her, I was watching you.” Now that work has taken me two hours away and I can only see her once every two weeks or so, she is still all I think about. I love and cherish her. I just want her to be next to me as I lie down to sleep tonight. I love you Jessica.

To go to the club, nor to not go to the club?

So I just “deactivated” my Facebook account. Maybe less time wasting and less drama will be in my future. Well, less drama anyway. I am on reddit, so I will still be wasting time, but less drama. Please?

So no one showed up to my party. Now I am sitting in the back seat of my own car (not all that bad) going out to dinner to “celebrate my new job.” One friend has her ex boyfriend along, the other has her husband with which she is currently separated from and they are discussing a divorce. So again, I am sitting in my car’s own back seat, all alone in the world as they use me as an excuse to get laid one more time. Awesome. I can’t wit until I live on my own again with no friends. At least then I will be all alone but people won’t be actively taking advantage of me. And they keep asking what’s wrong. WTF do you think is wrong?

…and no one has shown up yet. Patience

Found my new bar, butters brick house. Too bad I move tomorrow.